hi Brain Patch, nice to meet you.

yes you are right - and i AM trying to be better about the meds. but you know forgetting is like... when you remember it's in the past tense. i think being manicky like this is part of why i started forgetting to begin with. only the Zoloft is an antidepressant and makes mania worse so its a good thing i forgot it before, and best to keep staying off it now, pdoc would agree if he knew things were escalating - have been down this road in the past with that. the other meds should help if i can remember to get them down... i just started using my pillminder again that should help because the meds are more handy that way. maybe i should a repeating alarm on my cellphone to take them, that is a good idea, thanks.

thanks so much for responding that was so thoughtful of you. thank you.

~ waves ~ who made lots of messes in the kitchen again today ROFL and i did burn a pan sort of but i rescued it. i think. now i am watching Hercule Poirot yippee