Welcome to Neuro Talk. Yes your posts' title did get me....good one. Please feel at ease here on NT.There are some of the best people you would ever want to meet. You will make friends, and get responses that can help.
If you are suicidal, get the help you may need. There will be support here in any way that we can. I too am in council, and I am glad I am. You are welcome just to be yourself here, and don't have to worry about venting. We all do it at one point or another dealing with our medical issues. You are not alone in your troubles Hunter, there really are people willing to befriend you and try to help. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. ginnie