dear God
dear friends

thank you for another day


"as it is in Heaven"
my days and nights all screwed up
yet the darn pain is constant
i have this daily
"as we forgive those
who trespass against us"
dear God i am asking you
please hear our prayers
my belly upset with the new meds
Vicodin is not a keeper
the regurgitation is horrible
the bitterness of the meds
is the pits my world my life
my body my desire to be the
healthy person i would like
too capture some of it back
the greatest thing in the world
is love
my goal
let it happen Lord
let Corissa see that i could
Love and want to be Loved in return
let her see for herself a prototype
of her mother allowing herself a chance
in Love that it does not interfere
with our love for each other
not making anyone to come between us
i've been and will always have her back
i will always be (her) mommy

if i may:
from the :"THE EMPTY CHAIR"
Answer insult with silence.
When someone hurts you,
do not answer in kind. You will
then be worthy of genuine honor
honor that is inner honor,
honor from Above.
(LM I:6)

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my arm hurts like hell
rain or snow
one or the other

someone who cares

thank you GOD
JESUS HIS SON
MOTHER MARY
WHO KNOWS ALL
AMEN!!!