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Join Date: Feb 2013
Location: Salt Lake City, Utah
Posts: 520
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Member
Join Date: Feb 2013
Location: Salt Lake City, Utah
Posts: 520
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Understanding and support to you
Dear missing me,
Just wanted you to know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Please try to let go of the anger. It is so destructive to you. I also was like you and was very hard on myself for so long. My family has been even harder on me as they do not understand and don't care enough to even try.
I have never been religious but the only thing I had to turn to was Jesus. I hear him in my soul tell me- be still and know that I am god, there is nothing I cannot change. Turn to your spiritual side for guidance. Try to accept what is and not dwell on the past. You don't have to be superwoman. Maybe you are in a different way.
I so know how you feel. I completely relate to every word you said. I am reaching out and getting more help for myself. I am forcing my family to help me. I have always been there for all of them. Why do I not deserve the same consideration. I am not going to remain so isolated. I am going to get to a psychiatrist to. I have PTSD also.
Love to all of you friends. We are not alone.
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Brain patch. .
Had MVA in 2006 resulting in post concussive syndrome manifested by cognitive impairment, chronic pain/ fatigue. Chronic pain of head, neck, back, left leg.
Other problems include REM sleep behavior disorder, nocturnal frontal lobe epilepsy, chronic migraines associated with nausea/vertigo, episodes of passing out, hypoglycemia, liver dysfunction (had accidental overdose of acetaminophen in 2009) had liver and kidney failure, hernia, degenerative disc disease with compression of nerve root, PTSD, and other problems associated with functioning problems from traumatic brain injury (light, sound sensitive, easily overloaded, easily distracted, cannot focus, anxiety problems etc.)
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