Sorry, didn't mean to make you worried!
Well, I'm in and out hospital anyway, they think there "must be something else" going on,
I already am on liquid food (through the nose) because of my mounth being so, well, weak.
They want to keep me in the hospital, but as long as I'm able to breath, I won't stay over night ( I really, really hate being in the hospital, and I simply can't be that long without my animals. It seems ******* I know, but that's just me. I loathe being there...)

But docs and I agreed that if other stuff won't work within a short time, or I get even worse, I seem to have no choice but to go back on the prednisone (and all kinds of crap with it).

I have a lovely family who keep an eye on me, so it's "safe" to be home.

I'm going to the hospital tomorrow again, it's just that this not being able to communicate the way I want, the way that's normal, really bums me out. It feel weird.