dear God
dear friends

thank you for another day

it is a tough day
Corissa is falling behind
there is no good that is
coming from the contributor
that help give life and she
was born into my care
at one point he wouldn't
believe i was pregnant
with the most beautiful
loving child happy as a
fish in water oh how happy
we were awaiting her arrival
myself and 3 children
and then 4 grade it came
changed everything as she
knew it all her life
it has come to
an end
for today she
understands that it is all about
whatever he feels he could get from
her like a babysitter, calling her FAT
taking out his so daughters
to a fast food joint
one not his child but married her mother
and he had a child with mom
Corissa and that child were not allowed to eat
i was beside myself is the least i could say
he believes Corissa at 14 soon to be 15
is a mature young lady
nonsense
he has yet to be in her life
as his flesh and be treated
like the individual she is meant
to be so therefore because i
refuse to have any interest
in his annoying advances
having someone in the same
room with me to keep him away
leaves the truth about the interest
i would not make up any of this
stuff it comes out of her precious
mouth
she is my child
God you know how much she is wanted
bringing her and her father together is not what
he had to offer meaning being a dad it was
reason to see me whenever
now because i will not allow her to make decisions
as she is not the adult he would like her to be
is not happening
her priority is mine to attend to alone
as his parenting skills are handed over to the oldest child
a man who has his own flooring business
does business on cash basis for this daughter
he will do as i will fight tooth and nail i will not
permit his way of life to affect Corissa
i will be going to school with older ones in tow
and bring life back to her without her absent parent
requested by Corissa
and i agree at this point
he will be in contact with any of my older adult children
when it comes to her necessities in her life
i pray this change in plans will help her concentrate
we as a family spoke and are in agreement
how sad i feel responsible
do not regret as she can see the
truth of the matter
i ask put my babies in prayer
help me with Corissa dear Jesus
Mother Mary you know my pain
i need her to be happy again
she is so smart help her see her beauty
as puberty dictates
and the smile to die for
a sweet personality
help me help her to not
loose herself for no
one and to understand none of us
are mistakes as she knows about my
childhood and my sisters
and if i had a choice i would pick your
life she was happy and that will be her again
thank you God
help us through this
AMEN!


SOMEONE WHO REALLY REALLY CARES