Saffy,

There must be enough still left between you and hubby. You have had enjoyable holidays, as well as enjoying each other. Taking something to make you unable to even get up is not good. That's not fair to either of you. The more you take to help you to sleep; the more addicted you will be, as well as useless to be able to do simple chores.

While the pain is something we are all dealing with the best we can; and yes, there are times many of us need to take some meds for the pain to get thru the day. Believe me I know how difficult things can be; but "push myself" I must, otherwise the less I do, the less I will be able to do in the future. Do as much of small chores as possible; as well as enjoying very simple meals and of course, deserts over a cup of coffee/tea. Those are the times hubby and myself have the nicest conversations.

Saffy; I'm praying for you. You are a strong willed woman. Counting on you.

Gerry