Terowyn,

Have you had a NeuroPsychological Assessment ? It would help you understand these things.

I have a difficult time with those internal thought processes. But, I know I have very poor immediate and short term memory skills. I also have very little ability to visualize in my head. I used to have a photographic memory and with it a pictoral way of thinking. I can not create pictures in my mind anymore.

So, hopefully you can see how I don't have many of the mental functions that most take for granted. I believe these same symptoms can be a part of and cause of the sense of depersonalization.

As I said, a NPA may help you understand this.

My best to you.