We all break down at times. WE all cry here. What is good about that is you have someone to share it with. Don't be afraid to show your doctor your worries and your fears. anxiety and depression happen when we can't deal with our pain. I am here, and will always try to respond to you. I had a rough morning myself, and was glad that two people I knew came over, and kinda rescued me. We all need someone to help us, when we don't know which way to turn. You are in my thoughts. ginnie