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Join Date: Dec 2012
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Posts: 685
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Member
Join Date: Dec 2012
Location: N/A
Posts: 685
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The pain
Mother to mother  I am so sorry you are going threw all these problems and I know how easy it is to want to give up when you feel you have to live in such a horrible way everyday. I have been there done that and lost everyone even my family but they came back after my neuro stamped this beast of a diagnosis.
I lost everyone and was the evilest person alive I felt and am going to be real with you that I got medication and everyone thinks as well I am better....well I am because I have one melt down in 5 days versus 5 melt downs in one day!
I do not know what to say about you and your casino job and your health...because yes you do need a antidepressant to stabilize your moods and not get stuck in this dark hole of hell....I know it is adding more stress on you to think about going back to work...as I recall a post of yours back in Dec when I joined you had this same fear?It has became a burden on top of all the other symptoms,family,anxiety etc...
I can tell you from my experience that I would not ever want to trade money for these beast that I have been battling for almost 2 years...I had to give EVERYTHING UP and sign up for disability until a later time then I can go back to my dreams....This is not a scientifically diagnosis that we will ever be 100% but we can get close.
I really do not know what to tell you for a solution but I will tell you that I hear you from afar and I know exactly what you are going threw with MDs,family,evil thoughts,hopeless,worthless,symptoms etc except your Insurance and your job....I had to just throw the towel in and stop all my schooling and my own biz for state assistance and disability....There is a lot to digest and everyday is a struggle but just know what is best for you to get your proper health needs taken care of and it will get better in time.
If you need anything message me 
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What Happened: In 2011 I was in a MVA
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Symptoms: Physical: I am always cold in any season!!I cannot tolerate anything pressure on my head(sun glasses,hats)longer then a hour,Lock jaw/Displaced TMJ, Dropsey, Hands go numb, Arms go numb, back of head numb (when asleep),Muscle spasms in face & upper body,migraines, concentration headaches, dizziness, nausea, neck and back trauma (from accident), tinnitus, extreme light sensitivity, noise sensitivity, EXTREME fatigue, impaired vestibular system, balance off, Pupils NEVER equal, disrupted sleep cycles,speech problems.
Cognitive: Cognitive Behavior, Brain fog, impulsivity, speech problems, word finding problems, slowed processing speeds, impaired visual memory, impaired complex attention
Emotional: Unable to handle stress or overstimulation without getting extremely irritable or angry, easily overstimulated, MAJOR depression, major anxiety, Panic attacks
Treatment so far: Treatment for PCS,PTSD,Depression & panic,Vestibular therapy, Physical therapy, Vitamin Schedule,Walking,No Dairy, No eggs, No caffeine, No artificial coloring, Sleep with 2 pillows, Very little sugars consumed, Eat healthy,No alcohol, Medications, limit stress and overstimulation.
~*~Learn to treasure yourself and your Divinity. Be willing to accept yourself completely. Be yourself, be graceful, be kind, be wild, be weird ... be true to yourself~*~
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