You are never alone. I know life can be very hard at times. You are cared about and prayed for. I hope tonight brings you peace. We all seek that Eva, especially when life puts all this stuff in our path. Just keep talking to God and praying. I care about you too. There are a few rough patches in my own life, and coming back here sooths my soul. Sleep good tonight, and I hope your pain is better. ginnie