Welcome to this forum where you will find both compassion and friends. You will never be alone here. When you hurt the worst, this is the place to be. I run back here when my own days are painful and confusing. We are all Gods children and fragile. We need each other. Prayer is a regular gift we give to each other. We are contacted by other members, just to make sure we are OK. I will pray for you at Church this morning. I am so sorry for all the medical conditions you have. The human condition can be so very sad at times. Just know that you will be cared about. members will look up your conditions and try to offer support. Just know that you will be cared about. The sancutary for spiritual support is where I go, when life hits me the hardest. Be at ease here, I care. Ginnie