Ok, I give up! I don't seem to be able to find anyone out there who is willing to talk or can help with the confusion I have with all of these d'x's I have gotten. I really had hoped someone from this site could help and I could find some folks with a similar situation but everyone here seems to be in a "clique" and not want to talk much to newbies. I guess you all don't remember when you were first dx'd and how afraid and alone you were. The medical community treats you like a number and the world in general treats you like you just need to get over it and looks at you as if you were lazy and your family and friends are tired of hearing it. I am so dissappointed! I really thought I had found something here.