Dear Jillipoo,

You are so lucky to find holistic doctors which I have yet to do…I just read the best I can and keep trying to improve.

What vitamins minerals and herbs are you taking? It is always interesting to see what others take.

I have done juicing and do more in the summer and less in the winter…not sure why. But maybe in the summer I eat home grown Kale as a salad and have to buy in winter so like to blend in a smoothie.

I did watch Fat, Sick…Dead, it is eye opening and thought provoking.

I have not watched “The Secret” but will. I think this message is true. I watched one of the Cancer documents ..not sure which doctor but they will not accept a patient if they are not totally with the program of getting well.

I will tell everyone something that I felt as I was finally dx with both MG and Celiac that I haven’t shared.

I was so sick that my best friend thought I was going to die in her house one day. A few weeks later I got my dxs.

Please do not think this is about anyone but me.... it was an honest thought that crossed my mind.

When I started getting better I actually thought…hmmm do I really want to be better…I think I almost felt sad….it was a shocking thought for me…I wondered to myself…now why would I even think this???.....was it because I had some comfort in being sick and that was my life for almost 3 years…I still wonder why this crossed my mind because I was fighting to discover my illness and was thrilled when I got both dxs…I think maybe I was mourning letting go of my illness….

Is this what they were talking about in the movie, The Secret?

I hope you can get your sleep under control as I know that has helped my muscle strength dramatically. If you try the bath make sure someone is near just in case you get too weak.