Honestly I cannot believe it's Monday and we didn't hear anything. I am so sick of this waiting! I don't want to be patient any longer I want KEYS! Hehehe. I hope they call tomorrow or I am calling to ask how long does it usually take before we hear because I am really up to HERE with just looking at the phone willing it to ring.

I am really stressing over this. I want it so bad and the fear of losing it after all this time is really hard to cope with. I hope that it works out awesome and we get a new aide to come out and help us take Jackie to that park that is there. I really want it for him more then anything, for him to have this new place to grow up in. It might not have a fenced yard but we're going to make the most of it.

This is the only way I can get through this, is to day dream about being there in a few weeks. I don't know what else to do, I can't write, can't concentrate enough to work on editing my first novel, it's maddening to still be waiting!