I still am weak, and dont feel very good. i just want to sleep, but im still in school. everyone wants me to stay in school. ive also had two attacks while here at school. is it strange to have attacks while washing hands? because ive had several attacks triggered by this. but wenever i tell them, they tell me to suck it up, i only have a couple of months left. i get extremely angry wen told this. and they dont understand, im in agony here. i tried convincing them to just let me take a online course but no. apparently thats not good enough for them. i have to live up to their standards. thanks everyone its warming to know i have you behind me