I'm sorry to hear that. Definitely a tough spot to be in! I really didn't want to be on "narcotics" long-term but I'm stuck for now as well. I had a LT of adverse reactions to almost everything too. I have an appoin6tment with a neurologist on Thursday, not sure what they want to accomplish there, or what else can be done, but we'll see. My current Doctors are starting to not know what else to try or what other medications would be useful. It's frustrating, when they have the medications, but you can't take them...ugh. lol Money is also a BIG hurdle for me as well. Being part-time is less than ideal and I found I'd already spent almost $900.00 in medications since November alone...that was shocking. It makes me worry about how I'm going to continue to afford them!