Valese72.....You have all the classic signs of depression. This is extremely common in people with PN, and of course you have all the post partum hormones to contend with also. And you've had a couple of major life changes. So hie thee to a psychiatrist and get it treated before it becomes a big black monster that eats you alive! The sooner the better. The drugs can do wonders. Don't do the "I don't want to take pills" routine, or "It's not that bad song". Pills can be your best friend with depression, and it can be worse than you can ever imagine! Best of luck with the IVIG therapy.