This was a sad weekend for me,PN is hard. And a new wee one as well.
I agree with Dokota you don't want to be in that hole it's dark in there.
And like dalek sometimes the grocery store clerks are my best friends tooo.

Every year in Columbia Mo. we have kids from ages 6th grade to College kids
ride around in wheeelchairs,1 little girl told me.i will never look at a person in a wheelchair the same way again. Some of the college kids said they were going to ask if they could help those in chairs if they needed help going up hills. They were all tired,we do this every year,and they always say we never understood. You are going through alot right now,and i'm sure you are tired.Get that help now,mybe someone could take care,if your ready to let go of the little one, for a nap. I have 3 grown children and they love me,but it is hard for them. So i come here and these wonderful people help. Sue