MiaVia,

I am sorry you have a jerk being a jerk to you. I am glad you blocked him, he isn't good for you. It is all about you and taking care of yourself. It might be hard for you, not sure but you have to stay away from the negativity. Do you see a psychiatrist/psychologist?

As for the seasons, I am totally effected. I bought a Philips Blue Light and it seems to help. With my PTSD, I prefer to stay away from others and isolate, I think the weather contributed to that too. Today has been warmer and super sunny so I have been outside a lot of the day and I feel pretty good today. I have a killer headache from the sun though.

I wish you well.