Hi ajmich,
Welcome to the NeuroTalk Support Groups.

You have experienced so much loss. I'm very sorry to read that.

Just wanted to say that the therapy you are having right now would be very hard and I hope you have a great therapist and some back-up support. I would imagine the hardest part about therapy sometimes is when "time's up" and it's time to leave alone with all those thoughts going through the mind. I hope you have someone and somewhere safe you can go after your sessions so that you don't feel so overwhelmed.

Just for your information, there are some excellent resources posted in the "stickies" of each forum here. There are wonderful caring people using these forums and I hope you keep posting.