I am asking my principal either today or tomorrow whether or not she'll just allow me to Skype into my English, like I did during my West Nile adventure. And yea my principal is being highly uncooperative, "she did a total 180" in my counselors words. And yea I saw it there and it was a perfect fit, which is rare! Im 6' 0" with monkey arms (thats what my mom has always told me) haha its really hard to find clothes that fit me.

My parents just say they want to make sure I have a future(by making sure i get my diploma), but i want to make sure i live through the present. I understand their concern but still. I am in so much pain, I just don't know how my mom can see me in this much pain everyday and still send me to school. even when I'm in tears, moaning in pain, and gripping my face. That's exactly what happened this morning, I woke up at 5:15 and walk down stairs in enough pain to cause me to moan. A sound i didn't even no I made. By the time it was time to leave for school I was begging my mom not to make me go, and I mean begging. I got her to give me two Vicodin which she had apparently been hiding from me and been lying about having the entire time I've been in pain. But unfortunately, they didn't work. Either the pain was to intense or It just didn't have an affect. Either way, ineffective, won't be doing it again.

It has to stop, it just has too.

Hugs to all my friends and supporters