First of all, thank you for being part of my life.... Like I have always told you, I feel like this is the only place where people understands me and loves me... Im tired of my "real" life.... Tired of routine... That includes nit inly going to the lab, read papers and stuff, but also, being alone all the time... I spend too much time on facebook because I feel like I free my mind... And well, I have a good friend there... Who sadly, lives in near Doha, Qatar... And who like you, I cant visit or hug in real

Now, thanks for all the help with the ADD, I have been reading a lot, I really want to understand him...
I have to admitt he has totally screwed up my life... I mean, not necesarily in the wromg way, but I worry to much about what he does and what doesnt, and what he says etc... And basically I cant focus in my things because Im thinking about him all day...

Im tired of being depressed... Sick... Fat... Loosing my hair etc... I have tried about this with doc, meds help me 80% of the time, but the otger 20% of my time Im so down and blue and disappointed....

Argh.