Written when I was about 15. It's a good thing I memorized most of my poems from back then. I used to read over them quite a bit. Because, when I was hospitalized for the first time, my mom threw all of my poetry away. I remember a few others from back then. Maybe, I'll post those too for you all to see. The situation here... I was at my friend's apt. I used to hang out with alot of older people when I was that age. My friends were all in their early twenties back then. There was this guy in a local band around here that I really liked, he happened to show-up over there that night. And, this poem, is what I wrote when I went home. You can really see the teenage boy-crazy girl mind in this one.