I am so sorry you are having so much pain! I think you need to find a way to see a neurologist. It is very important that you get treatment, particularly if you could lose your job because of what is happening! Do you have family or friends you can borrow from? I think, too, that if you go to the emergency room they have to treat you even if you can't pay. Maybe others here can be more helpful... I hope you find some help soon!