Omigosh Erin
I would be feeling just as scared as you....but please remember the more you tense, the more you stress and the more scared you are the worse this will be (I know, you want to throw something at me now - I am sure I would if the situation were reversed - logic and reason are fine in theory but right now they belong somewhere that is considerably more rude and less comfortable
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Please just know that I am thinking of you, hoping for the best and that tomorrow will be better for you than today.
xox