I'm just soo tired lee, the diazapam got me 2.5 hours sleep last night but i am only allowed today on that. I lost my job because of this so can't afford private treatment or to go abroad. I also care for my husband whos blind. he cares for me too and that's not fair on him with his problems. I think only thing i can do it ring back the GP practice and get another GP to admit me to the acute pain ward. Only way I'k going to get seen isnt it. I didn't want this, they're going to think i'm a drug seeker and i'm not, only thing i;m addicted to is relief and i'm not getting my fix of that am i. sorry about ypos, really tired and medicate.d