and pray, and pray, and pray
as illness that riddles the human
body in so many ways
i always felt
the two most disturbing
thoughts that cross my mind
please try and understand this question
and forgive me dear God of any disappointing
feelings

there are two
first the loss of a child
and a disease that as you said my friend
stripping the mind of any recollection of
ALL OF HIS LIFE WITH MOM
AND FAMILY OFF SPRINGS

AND E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G E-L-S-E

well loosing a child the ultimate
trust that it is in the plan of things
to happen as a result
and now even in this most
horrific
stripping one of their dignity
a collection of circumstances
that has happened not only
to dad
but dear mom is left to
much closeness to her faith
and understand as much as
she is equally if not more in
pain because SHE has memory
it makes me so sad to accept
all that is robbed in the name
of what LORD
as nobody can say you were not of goodness
that your purpose in this life in human form
to be the true son of GOD how sheepish
those must have felt when he asks his father
to forgive for they know not what they are doing
the truth for he was crucified
faith in this lesson for MOM
is just as tough

dear LORD hear our prayers
help us dear LORD
comfort her
as her memory is watching
and it HURTS

SOMEONE WHO CARES