hey friend.. know what I feel like your poem..right now the wind is blowing I can hear it scratching like finger nails on a chalk board.. like it is waiting for me to dare go outside...so it can rip my face up and off with monster pain.
I know for most people that seems un realistic but for me it is normal. what is normal for me ..isnt normal for everyone else.
I know too that my pain will never get any better and if anything become worse. so I try hard not think of it being worse.. I decide that for today even tho the wind is mocking me and dying for a rip at me. I am not too bad and not as bad as i was at one time... I decide that right now at this second in time . right now is as good as it gets keep hanging in . some of us dont question you we just listen and lend a sholder and a hug .
and thanks for sharing . sharing is the best.
Peace Peace
BMW