I understand. I could not drink in moderation. I use to drink every night. I was always plastered at parties,because I drank more then other people.

I was looking for relief. I found some relief when I started drinking. After ten years it turned into a roller coaster ride. I began having alcohol related problems.

I had a high tolerance to alcohol,and probably drank more than anyone on the forum. Alcoholism almost killed my dad. The TRAIT IS DEFINITELY INHERITED!!! Both sides of my family have it.

I haven't drank any alcoholic beverages in over twenty years. Situations happened where I really had to stop. It was also going to my liver. BF