AJMICH..I too have bipolar 2..............and have experienced suicide [my own repeated attempts]
we are a caring bunch on this forum who genuinely care.
im so sorry your life has been tinged with such utter tragerdy.....
forgive me but im one for songs and this fits
take care
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=az2En82skmo
words are sometimes not enough thats where music steps in
David