Glad you found us. Remember--when you are going through Hell -KEEP GOING. One day when you least expect it you may be out of Hell and on you way to a much better place. This place is a good start. It took me almost two years to go through it. But I found a wonderful Dr. and was blessed that nerve blocks work for me. Botox in my hand helps the dystonia. And time has helped take care of the emotions issues. Not that I can't get emotional, but at least now I don't bite a persons head off without giving them notice Most people like getting some warning that I am getting on my own last nerve, so I don't need their help. There are so many people here that understand whatever it is you are going through feel free to vent, ask questions and share information. Carose