Thanks so much for the hug, Bram!
After 16 years I still feel the loss and have down days or down times. I think it's only human to miss the life I had. If I didn't miss it, what would that say about the life I had? But I'm glad that I have those memories to look back on. I suppose old people feel the same way! But then I get busy doing something like the twitter account I have about RSD research. I don't need to do it every day.
I keep a list of Things To Do for when I'm down. Music I like, old sitcoms etc., my favorite at the mo is 3s Company on You Tube.
A hug for you too. Hope you have a better day tomorrow. cailin ruaidh