Yes I have gotten some good advice here.
I'm trying to be positive,but the depression has been with me for a couplpe of years now. I've been trying to find my place in life.
It's just gotten really bad lately.
I've always been really internal this is really the first time i've talked about everything.
Thank you all I'm going to try to make the best of everything.

I know I can get through everything that gets thrown at me.
And I will it's just really hard to do alone.