Hello chaos,
I definitely have empathy for you. I do remember what it is what like in the beginning for me. I still go through wanting an answer to what is wrong with me and why. I just went back to it last week when I was given yet another opinion from another doctor. I have been dealing with this for almost 5 years.
I allow myself to feel sorry for myself for a very brief period of time and then I talk myself back into reality and move on. I remind myself things could always be worse and I come to this site for support.
You are doing all the right things and it looks like you are on the right track. Try to relax a little (easier said then done I know) stress makes our symptoms worse.
I hope you get some results soon!
hopeful