So well put Brambledog. You've expressed eloquently exactly what I have been thinking for the last 6 months or so. Not only do I miss my former life, I desperately miss my friends. I had many. Now I am down to one who only visits occasionally and for short time periods. I don't drive; i am in a chair for the most part. Both complicate things.

The pep talk here has done much to pick me up too. Thank you all for your empathy and positive support of Brambledog. I've slipped in and taken a share of the positive spirit. I even went out to dinner this evening with my husband. I have not done much otherwise. I spend time napping or watching television in the bedroom during the day. Then I lay awake at night unable to sleep. My husband doesn't know what to do with me (he is my hero); he remains supportive. My poor dachshund is very confused.

Nuf said. Here is hoping we all have better days ahead. Thank you Brambledog.