No reason to be sorry. I posted in a way it sounded that way. I totally
understood.

I am so thankful for all the support I am getting here. And everywhere
I have posted so far.

I am just waiting till arrangements for Derrick's appt. have been made
I will then feel more at peace. To go to my appt.

I got a email back today, after sending one last night. That she will work
on a provider or maybe if one isn't available she herself could go.

That is making me very peaceful.

Donna