Thanks for the reply.
I'm sorry that you too , have to endure this crap while still in your twenties.
It sucks at any age , but usually you don't expect health problems until later in life. My whole life revolves around doctors , pain, and drugs
I'm afraid I will overdose accidentally . That's only one worry.. And it's tempting to take more drugs than prescribed when they just don't cut it

There is no cure.. There might be one day.. But until then, I don't feel like waiting.