I know that feeling right now. With the weather warming up, im again flairing, but diffrently, Its like i cant win with the stupid weather! And the past 3 days its just been flat out HARD and i sit here and wonder how on earth am i going to make to 40yrs old when im only in my 20s. When the pain just blankets you and just eats at you. There the hard days. There the days that you want to wave the white flag and drop out of the war my body is fighting. But that cant happen! So i have to keep going, i have to keep adjusting to the pain. Its just how it is. But the past 3 days have been hard. Im tired, and im stuck in a blanket of pain right now and i know its from the weather because im overly hot and cant stand it. And i can say tomorrow is a new day, but i know tomorrow is just another day of today. Ill just keep fighting this war, i may not win, but I hope for future generations there will be a cure because of the battle ive fought and so many others.