Morning Darwin, I agree with Moose on the drugs & the journal. One of my therapists also had me keep my journal right beside the bed so I could write about my dreams. Sometimes the anti-depressants bring out some vivid dreams (at least this was my experience).

I've also suffered from depression for many,many years. Don't allow this to rule your life,seek medical help. Try some drugs. I used to call Zoloft my "happy pill", my reaction was immediate,like day versus night! After awhile it worked in reverse however & I was more suicidal than before. Each person will react differently. Be sure to ask questions about any drugs & do some research.

And I like the vision of the black hole having sides.....we must climb out! There's help right here for you,so reach up & let us help you.

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