I just want to encourage everyone who is suffering and losing hope to hold on, you can and will get better! I was severely hurt in a car accident and had traumatic brain injury, memory loss, pain and multiple surgeries. It took me eleven years to totally heal, but it did happen. We are all different with different injuries, we will all heal differently and at different speeds. The key is to not give up because you are closer than you think to your healing! Yes, you have to baby yourself for a while and adjust your lifestyle. I know that you are depressed right now, but your present is NOT your future!...... In time you will heal and get most if not all of your life back. Don't listen to negative people, listen to positive, uplifting messages. Pray, eat healthy. If you don't like your Doctor, fire them and find someone who believes that you can heal. I went to thirteen different doctors until I found a degree of health and wellness that satisfied me. I want you to know that you will get better, it may not happen as quickly as you would like but you have to decide right now that this thing is going to have a happy ending. Anything else is unacceptable! Praying for you!