Go girl! Love what you do with the scupture and art. Pain or no, this is good for your mental state!!!! Depression lifts when we engage in the arts. Would love to see some of your work. Working with pain takes some effort, I know it does, but I think it is worth it, to have that creativity going. With all that you are trying to do, I admire your effort on all fronts..... You are quite a woman! ginnie