Bizi if I didn't have such challenges, lord knows how I would get through life un-needed. A load reduction, or family taking control of their own needs would be great.

Blue, I get what you say. It is great to wish or have Camelot, but I settle for hug a lot, or be-appreciated a lot. Lol. I guess it is easier for me to catch crumbs, not expect the rainbows anymore.

I am happy to just wake up, even if I don't get out of loungers or pj's. too many days running on overload. I am trying to de clutter. Just too much "stuff". Like that dream with finding all dirty public restrooms, see if I can unload. At least the dil is helping physically. She is not manic right now but hyper motivated. Good for me.
Why does everything feel like I need it, or. I will use it? Much is tossed, other things in bins packed away.

Steve, I hope this mechanic gets your wheels working. If he is in over his head at least help you find some way to get it repaired.
What is the car doing?
Hugs all
Di