My Uncle committed suicide 6 weeks ago. Leaving a loving family, wife, daughter, grandchildren, brother (my Dad) and friends to wonder why? How? Leaving in such a horrific, painful and unexplicable way? No-one can believe it has happened...........Feeling so much in pieces for my nephews, cousin, aunt, Mum and Dad. What inner turmoil was he going through? What did he not say or feel he couldn't say? The un-answerable, unfathomable questions about his last moments too raw to even imagine!

I know its early days, and all that but................?