Hi and welcome to the forum....it isn't very active anymore..don't know where everyone disappeared to but I'm happy to meet you and listen if you want to talk. We have a member who calls himself Lonely 1 that would have a lot in common with the way you are feeling....I'm sorry that your life isn't very hopeful right this minute but trust me, you aren't alone..you only feel like you are.

Here's a hug.. and I really do care.