Its a complex partial. Ive NEVER explained it to my dr because I know they will think im nuts. Its only happend twice. But ill go in and out of consiousness throughout the seizure. So aparently they both lasted around an hour because they couldnt controle it without end up needing both times to end up intubating me and using propofol to just shut my brain down, but it didnt seem that way to me. I dont usally feel anything, and even though i can hear everything, i cant speak, i cant focus, i cant move. My thoughts are usally odd too while having them, disoirnented. Im sorry you had such a bad one because it is scary no doubt!