i like what you said about Learning to like yourself, and, learning to know that you do not need the approval of others to feel like a worthy person. This, is something I'm trying to learn right now. I am recently divorced, but, when my ex-husband was about to leave the other night to move out, I called for him to come back. I just couldn't deal with being all alone here, in the middle of an emotional crisis from my illness. I do love him. But, more as a friend, then, a lover. We have decided that we're dating, but, not being exclusive. I don't know. I'm sick of putting him on this roller-coaster of ups and downs. One minute we're together, the next, we're not. I'm in cognitive therapy, but, I haven't been going very long. I need to learn how to deal with my illness, and, the strong emotions that come with it, on my own. Pray for me please.

Peace, and, Love
Cgirl