so ..it started a couple of weeks ago...she had suspected for 6 to 9 months.. but only finally told me her suspicions about three weeks ago now.

lumbar puncture yesterday....but now we're just looking for progression not so much conformation..
"progressive" the 2nd level of bad.

when she asked about how they diagnose MS I told my 13 year old it's like how they started finding planets a few years ago.. they don't see the planet but they now it's there by the effect it has on the star nearby, now there seeing how much wobble the star has so they now how big planet is. Which earned me a well duh! look.. damn kid is smarter than I am.

yeah that was a bit random.. I think I am in numb zone right now...I am passing though a lot of emotions very quickly......but it is not my first rodeo 18 year recovering alkie ... so I am familiar with my own head.
Hoping this might be a good place to vent/ support...



sooooooo...hello