I hope things get better for you soon Nikko, I understand how you feel, I am up and down lately too. I don't think things are going to work out for us moving and I am really down in the dumps about it. I hope your mom gets better, sometimes life throws curve balls at us and sometimes we fall down when they hit us.

I feel like I fell down this week. I wish I could just lay in bed and forget the world right now. Was feeling good about tuesday, but with each passing day it's just getting worse. I think tomorrow I will get in bed after I get my son on the bus and just go to sleep until the afternoon and then get up and just wait for my son to come home. Today I have sat here (went shopping) and just waited for the phone to ring.