I have been following your post and I think people have been giving you reall y good advice. But I would like to add that you need to try to stay positive about the job situation. When you mentioned school, I thought I would add a thought. I am a teacher of 25 years. Sometimes a new job can be fantastic. Working in a school is an amazing place. Kids are wonderful everywhere, at all ages. Just be hopeful that there will be a silver lining in this whole experience for you and your family.

I don't post a lot because my pcs makes it difficult for me to write.

Thinking of you
Be kind to yourself

Su seb